Razi & Anger Managment

[(~*R @ z i*~)]

Razi rolled her eyes as she walked into the school councilers office. Some lady wearing jeans and a t-shirt that "I *HEART* FEELINGS! Razi almost walked out, but she promised her mom she would go. Anger Managment was getting familiar to her. "So Razi, what makes you angry?" the lady asked. "Stuff." Razi replied. 'Lady' wasn't happy. "Where does you anger come from? Your past?" Razi's gaze turned hard. "I know where it comes from, and I don't need some lady to tell me." The 'Lady' smiled. "Alright. So...how was your child-hood?" she asked. Razi stood up, quivering with anger. "I don't want to talk bout it." she said. Lady smiled. "But you m-" "I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!" Razi yelled, before running out and slamming the door behind her.
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That was how Razi ended up with her back against the tree, crying. She hated school coucilers. All they wanted to talk about was her past. Razi had never said a word about it.

[Akkii]

Kenny had been waiting after school for Razi, he had promised to walk her home. When he saw her leaning against the tree crying he rushed over. "You alright?" He asked.

[(~*R @ z i*~)]

Razi turned away from him. It was a pride thing. She hated falling apart in front of people. She seemed to be doing that a lot latley. "No." she managed to choke out.

[Akkii]

"Do you want to talk about it?" Kenny asked. Then he added quickly, "You don't have to if you don't want to."

[(~*R @ z i*~)]

Razi smiled slightly. "You'll make me if I say no, so I'll just tell you." she said. Her back still to him. "See, the anger managment people...all they want to talk about is my childhood. BUt...you know how I have no dad?" she said, swiping away tears. "When I was little...my mom had a full time job. Sometimes she would go away for days at a time on buisness. And my dad... h-he" another waterall of tears rushed down. "He would hit me, or cut my knees and make me kneel in salt, or he would hit me with a belt." she barley managed to get it out. "And he would do it worse if I cried or if I told. He threw glass at me all the time. And he gave me a load of scars. Thats why I'm so angry." she sobbed. "because of what he did to me. And I want to get back at the world. But what I did was worse..." she said. She turned to face him. "My mom left for a week, when I was 9. And he was so horrible to me Kenny. The second day...I stole a gun." she swallowed. "And I shot him." she leaned into him, falling apart in his arms. "I killed my own father, Kenny." she sobbed.

[Akkii]

Kenny, who wasn't an easy cryer (he was a boy, duh) had some tears in his eyes. He turned Razi around and hugged her. He pushed her away slightly and started wiping her tears. He embraced her again.

[(~*R @ z i*~)]

Razi cried, hugging him tightly. She felt safe, for a minute. After a while, she stopped crying, but she didn't pull away. She liked to be hugged. To her, the only thing that beat hugging was kissing. She felt better now that she had told someone.

[Akkii]

Kenny suddenly bent down then, and moved Razi away, only slightly, and tilted her head up. His lips met hers, but right before they did so he murmered, "You're okay, everthing'll be okay."

[(~*R @ z i*~)]

Razi was slightly surprised. Kenny didn't kiss her often. She leaned into him, enjoying the moment.

((Geez, I wonder what its like to actually kiss a guy...))

[Akkii]

((I know! It's probably nice...))

It seemed like the kiss lasted a life time, and soon Kenny had to pull away... he did need to breath after all.

"Feel a little better Raz?" Kenny asked hopefully.

[(~*R @ z i*~)]

Razi nodded, leaning her head against his shoulder. She liked spending time alone with him. After a while she stood up. "We should go back to my house." she said.

[Akkii]

"Yeah." Kenny said.

((When they get to the house they should see Raz's mom talking with a guy. XD I'll make her future husband. *wink*))

[(~*R @ z i*~)]

((Yeah))

They walked back to Razi's house. "MOM!" Razi called. "I'm home!"

Mrs Patrun turned. "Oh hello Razi." she said. Razi spotted a man, and a thousand terrible possibilities ran through her head. She tried to find a good one.

[Akkii]

Rei was sitting beside Mrs. Patrun. "So those two are your daughters." The man said. He had a friendly look to his face as his eyes twinkled. "And whose the young man?" He asked.

"I'm Kenshiro." Kenny replied. "Ahh..." He hesitated for a moment before continuing. "Raz's boyfriend."

[(~*R @ z i*~)]

Razi tried to smile, but it came out as more of a grimace. "Hi." she managed to say. "Mom, can I talk to you for a second? Outside?" she said.

Once they were outside Razi was panicing. "Mom, WHAT THE HEll?" she exclaimed. "Razi, I swear, he's not like you dad." Vanessa replied. "That's what you said about dad." she replied. "I'm not living through that again, not now not ever." she angirly said. "And what about the whole pack thing? WHat if we tell him and he's like dad?" she said. "Razi, your overreacting." Mrs Patrun sighed. "Whatever." Razi said, throwing open the door and walking in. "Livvy, come here." she said, picking the toddler up.

[Akkii]

Rei smiled at Razi. "It's really great to meet you, Razi. Your mother's told me so much about you."

[(~*R @ z i*~)]

"I'll bet she has." Razi grumbled. Her mother glared at her for a moment. Razi glared right back. "So Rei, why don't you stay for dinner? You could get to know Razi better." "Kenny and I are going out to dinner." Razi blurted suddenly.

((kenny should be like 'no were not' and then she steps on his foot and he's like 'oh yeah.))

[Akkii]

"No we're not..." Kenny said, his brow furrowing.

[(~*R @ z i*~)]

Razi stamped on Kenny's foot. "We're going to that sushi place down the road, remember?" she hissed.

[Akkii]

"Ow!" Kenny said. "Err... oh, right..."

Rei had noticed Razi step on Kenny's foot, but he didn't say anything. He knew how kids could be around their mother when she was dating another man.

"Alright then. Will Lizzy be going with you, or will she be staying with your mother and I?"