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Post by Akkii on Jun 7, 2010 19:41:54 GMT -8
It was far too quiet in the cemetery.
Tohru wondered why she had come here.
Why she hadn’t called Hana-chan or Uo-chan.
Or gone to see Akito.
She wondered why spirits couldn’t speak.
She wished they could.
She wished her mom could suddenly appear and hold her and tell her everything would be okay. Or give her advice.
”Mom, am I being selfish? To be wishing that you could be here when I know you’re happy wherever you are? I’m sorry, I am, aren’t I?”
She smiled weakly, knowing she was tearing up.
”Is it my fault Kyo-kun loves Shade-chan now, Mom? I wasn’t enough for him, was I? Shade is prettier than me, and a lot more like Kyo-kun than I am, I guess. I don’t deserve someone like him, do I, Mom?”
Another weak smile. This time, it was a little forced. The tears were falling a little harder. She bowed her head.
”Mom, I miss you. I’m glad I can come talk to you. Sorry for bothering you. I hope you’re happy wherever you are right now.”
The smile faded, and she found herself holding her head in her hands and crying shamelessly.
Stop crying! she begged herself. Though she didn’t seem to be able to stop.
She wondered what she had done to mess things up between her and Kyo, because surely it was her fault. Kyo-kun was just too night to point it out.
She wondered if things could still be fixed.
But she didn’t want to split Kyo and Shade up.
She supposed that she’d just tell Kyo and Shade she was happy for them. Tell Kyo that she was glad he was with someone else because it made him happier.
She continued crying, despite pleading with herself to stop.
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