Reasons

[LoneWolf]

Reasons cause us to stop and pause.
Reasoning can consume flawed logic.

The mind is quite fragile really. Turning on us at times we really need it to be at peace. Someone has died, you fight back the tears, but they come anyway. You're angry, but you want to stay calm, well, you're mind says you're going to show it. Our minds control our actions. The voices in our heads, though we may believe it is another, is only our own voices. Popping in and out to whisper lies and truths to you. But you still have to figure out which is which, though you should know the better. Are you really worthless as they say? How about alone, selfish, and untrustworthy? Then the nicer thoughts of beautiful, pleasant, and wanted.

Graceful habits die first, then we start to forget who we are.

Death is something you start to miss when you can't have it. Considering as a human you want everything and more, if you become a vampire when you've gotten an immortal life. But after a while you envy the death in which the ones around you can only die. Maybe you'll find that one companion amongst the tampered world. Someone who is really willing to spend so much time with you. Life is life, no one really wants to spend an eternity with one 'person'. You'll kill the other before your time truly comes. No one is compatible enough to survive hardly a life time with one being.

"Irrational!" Sen snapped. Jumping up from a bench. Night was in the sky and the moon was covered by a veil of clouds. The trees above him blocking out splotches of the few stars that could be seen through the darkness. He tilted his head slightly. Eyes flicking around, here then there. Which way? "Damn reasons, it's just because I can." He growled, no one was around. His voice filling his head and the frigid night air. It was too quiet. The young looking but rather not vampire sighed. Shoulders slumping as he looked at the ground before him.

Truly it was lonely being an only nomad. Just... Nothing. There was nothing. Life was so boring, you would eat and not sleep. He was just bored. The creature turned and jumped back on the bench. Making not a single sound. Standing there he just watched the trees. Every once in a while a breeze would rustle the leaves, causing a slight noise, but hardly much. For once, he actually kind of wished he could feel the cold air of the night. Here he had thought he loved being a vampire.

Guess you never really know a person. Not even yourself.

Reasons will give us our flaws.
Reasoning will make true havoc.

((I'm bored, no specific reason for this thread.))