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Post by Platinum on Jun 20, 2009 18:17:31 GMT -8
The boy blinked slightly.
"Yeah. Getting beat up by your aunt does that to you." He said a bit dryly, smirking as he said it. He looked up at her, and let out a small sigh.
"I'm sorry..." He murmured again to her.
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Post by LoneWolf on Jun 20, 2009 18:23:23 GMT -8
Myra shook her head. "Stop, it's fine. You'll get better control." She insisted frowning and shaking her head again. Sighing she turned slightly and sat next to him and leaned against him. "I forgave you. Now you just have to forgive yourself." She added.
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Post by Platinum on Jun 20, 2009 18:45:27 GMT -8
"I could have bitten you." Kiyoshi protested. "I could have killed you, Myra, don't you understand?" He asked, gently taking one of his hands and cupping her face softly, stroking her pale cheek with his darker thumb.
"I don't know what I do if I ever hurt you." He said softly, his voice dropping to a murmurq.
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Post by LoneWolf on Jun 20, 2009 18:51:54 GMT -8
Myra bit her lip and nodded slightly. "I do understand, Kiyoshi. But... It's still okay. You could have but you didn't. Don't worry about something you didn't even do." She replied choosing her words carefully.
"We would go on." She added, partially to answer his last murmured sentence.
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Post by Platinum on Jun 20, 2009 19:19:04 GMT -8
Kiyoshi shook his head slowly at her.
"And what if I killed you?" He asked, his voice still at the same tone, he dropped his hand down, it pasued for a moment at her neck, his finger tips touching the soft skin lightly before it returned to her hand.
"Any day, you could get a small cut. Anything could set me off. Any moment I might kill you." He told her. His eye lids drooped slightly from the intensity of the conversation, which added on to his worn out feeling. Kiyoshi didn't sleep often. But when he did, he didn't have any dreams, which was nice.
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Post by LoneWolf on Jun 20, 2009 19:28:48 GMT -8
Myra looked down at his hands and let go of one and ran her fingers over one. "Guess that's just the risk." She murmured. Looking back up at him she noticed how he looked so tired. He was worried, but Myra thought there was no point for him to worry. She was slightly lost for words.
"What are you getting at?" She finally asked. "I understand... What you are... What you could do..." She murmured her head turned back down to look at her hands. The girl kept running her fingers over Kiyoshi's hands.
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Post by Platinum on Jun 20, 2009 19:45:23 GMT -8
Feeling frustrated that he couldn't win with Myra, Kiyoshi's body tensed again, but soon relaxed at the touch of the girl's fingers lightly brushing his.
"I don't want you in danger. Any sort of danger. Including me." He said to her. "I'm a killer. That is what I was bred to do. Kill and hunt and eat. That's it. You can't make a tiger a house cat." He said to her, not realized his tiger analogy.
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Post by LoneWolf on Jun 20, 2009 19:55:41 GMT -8
Myra frowned. "So... You'll leave me?" She asked afraid of what she was asking. But she shook her head when he spoke again. She knew she was being stubborn, they were having a bit of an argument. Although she doubted if many other girls argued with their boyfriend about his vampiric nature.
"If you consider yourself a tiger then I suppose that's what I still am." She murmured.
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Post by Platinum on Jun 21, 2009 4:57:11 GMT -8
Kiyoshi let out a short laugh.
"You're human now." He said to her, chuckling deeply. "And no, I won't leave you. But it might be a while befoe I come and see you again. I need to learn to control myself." He told her. Leaving her, in his oppinion, would be stupid and just make him more likely to lose control.
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Post by LoneWolf on Jun 21, 2009 15:25:40 GMT -8
Myra sighed. "That's not exactly what I meant." She commented and shrugged. At least he wasn't going to break up with her.
"That doesn't mean you can't call though." The girl said simply.
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Post by Platinum on Jun 21, 2009 17:00:09 GMT -8
"I know." Kiyoshi stated simply. He wanted to change the subject, but he knew that this was important to talk about. He was like most guys and he had trouble explaining how he was feeling.
"So what did you mean? I'm not going to leave right now... my shirt's still in the wash." He said. That last part was a lame excuse for not wanting to leave her, but at least it worked and it was somewhat believeable.
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Post by LoneWolf on Jun 21, 2009 18:28:33 GMT -8
"I mean. That if you consider yourself a monster, then so am I. Since I've fallen in love with you." Myra replied. She turned and looked up at him again. The girl wondered if he was glad his shirt was still in the wash. So that he could stay. Not that she minded at all.
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Post by Platinum on Jun 22, 2009 12:15:02 GMT -8
Kiyoshi chuckled again, the dark skinned boy grinning at her slightly, but the smile didn't reach his paler green eyes. The green against his skin looked odd, but good. Like he was mysterous or something... which he was, but the eyes made it seem even more so.
"You're not a monster, Myra. You could never be a monster."
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Post by LoneWolf on Jun 22, 2009 12:20:55 GMT -8
"Then neither are you." Myra said simply. She wasn't, never, going to let Kiyoshi get away with saying he's a monster around her. She didn't believe it at all. So, he might as well tell it to someone that thinks that. Like Akito or Moshi.
"And if you still think that you are a monster, then what does that make me?" She asked still looking up at him. Her eyes didn't show much, perhaps just love since that was how she normally looked at Kiyoshi. Maybe a touch of curiosity, since she was always curious about something.
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Post by Platinum on Jun 22, 2009 13:13:32 GMT -8
"You're just a girl, Myra, a pretty girl." Kiyoshi chuckled sadly and caressed her cheek again. He smiled sadly at her.
"You don't know what I can do. You don't know what I have to do to survive. You say you know, but you don't know anything untill you've done it yourself." He said to her.
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Post by LoneWolf on Jun 22, 2009 13:16:56 GMT -8
"Fine. I don't know. But that doesn't make you a monster and you will never get me to agree with you on that." Myra replied sighing and looked down. She took his other in her own and thought for a moment.
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Post by Platinum on Jun 22, 2009 13:41:22 GMT -8
"I'm sorry that I upset you, Myra." Kiyoshi told her, just incase he did. "Maybe we should talk about something else..." He suggested.
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Post by LoneWolf on Jun 22, 2009 13:51:03 GMT -8
"I'm not that upset." Myra replied softly. She then jumped up. "I'm going to put your shirt in the drier." Ha, more time with Kiyoshi before she couldn't see him for a little while. So when she finished that task she flopped down on the bed her back on it and her legs hanging off the side.
"I'm going to see if Akito will give me some money so that I can get a slightly more permanent home. I doubt he will but I can't really ask anyone else." She finally said as she looked up at the ceiling then at Kiyoshi. When she looked at him she gave him a warm smile. She didn't think keeping her promise to love him, no matter what, was going to broken. Ever.
((Yes but it's going to get harder. MUCH harder. XD))
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Post by Platinum on Jun 22, 2009 13:53:49 GMT -8
((XDD 'Specialy when Kiyoshi gets ahold of Kira's old pills))
Kiyoshi smiled at her. He leaned over at gave her a soft kiss on the lips before flopping down himself and closing his eyes with a heavy sigh. He could just lay her all day with her, not saying anything.
"I'm tired." He murmured softly to her, his eyes still closed.
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Post by LoneWolf on Jun 22, 2009 14:06:52 GMT -8
Myra looked back over at him.
"Then take a nap. You mentioned once upon a time that you don't sleep much in the first place." Myra replied still looking at him. He did look tired, and she couldn't recall ever seeing him tired.
((Hm... We'll have to make a thread with him getting into the drugs. XD I suppose I could play Lawliet in that case... We could say it was a couple days after this or something. Or, rather, you could say. XD Btw, hows that Kiyoshi getting kicked out thing working for your fanfic? XD Oooh... It would be interesting if Myra offered him a place to stay... And his control was weaker... XD Ideas! XD))
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