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Post by Akkii on Aug 23, 2009 16:20:34 GMT -8
I'm a monster, Keiji thought. He already knew he was pretty bad, since he'd killed people. But never before had he killed some innocent little girl who probably hadn't even lived to be a teenager yet. Maybe he'd just kill himself or something. Did he really deserve to live? He sighed and leaned against a wall in some alley. He rubbed his temples with his forefingers. How could he do this? He hated himself. He'd killed a girl, then turned her sister into a werewolf. He wasn't sure which one was worse off.
He heard someone approaching him and looked up, peering around the corner. Raven.
((Bleh. I tried.))
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Post by LoneWolf on Aug 23, 2009 16:41:28 GMT -8
Good, she'd found him. Raven imagined he didn't feel good about what happened... If he felt like she had after her first human kill. She had tried to kill herself. Though she didn't know the only way to really do that was to drown herself. Then again she felt she was glad she hadn't killed herself. What would that have solved?
"Hey..." She greet stepping slightly into the alley. She leaned with her shoulder against the wall. The werewolf wasn't quite sure what to say. Though she knew she shouldn't say 'It's not your fault'. Her, herself had gotten so tired of hearing it, from some werewolves, though not Flight and Bandit. It was another small pack that she had been in for a little while.
"I know what you're thinking." She stated, which was half truthful. She knew mostly what he was thinking. He though he was monster... As she had thought. If he didn't, then she was sadly mistaking.
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Post by Akkii on Aug 24, 2009 6:32:47 GMT -8
"I'm sure you do," Keiji said without emotion. "Not too hard to guess what I'm thinking right now." He looked off to the side, away from her, then looked down, eyes boring into the cement he stood on. He didn't deserve to live. He was a killer. Maybe not one who killed out of cold blood, but a killer nonetheless.
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Post by LoneWolf on Aug 24, 2009 6:44:59 GMT -8
Raven crossed her arms over her chest. She frowned slightly as she looked at him.
"Then your not a monster. And if your thinking like I do, then you do deserve to live. As much as any other werewolf, human, whatever." She said still looking at him, though he had looked away.
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Post by Akkii on Aug 24, 2009 11:52:26 GMT -8
Keiji shook his head.
"I've probably killed more people than you have, Raven. And the worst part is that... a lot of them, I'm not even sorry for killing. I know it's wrong, but I can't bring myself to be sorry!"
((Bleh.))
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Post by LoneWolf on Aug 24, 2009 13:19:54 GMT -8
"There are worse things out there. Vampires kill and they feel no remorse what-so-ever." Raven replied simply. That was a fact to her. If she was to see a monster in something/someone it would be a vampire. When he had mentioned her not killing as many as he had, she actually thought that she could still compete with number. She had thought of Flight though, Flight was werewolf through and through now. If she had to kill she did and didn't show any remorse.
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Post by Akkii on Aug 24, 2009 14:15:11 GMT -8
Keiji shook his head. "I don't care if the vampires are worse than me. I don't care what you say. What I've done... it's just..." He didn't finish the sentence, and just paused for a minute. "I hate myself."
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Post by LoneWolf on Aug 24, 2009 14:36:43 GMT -8
"But..." Raven trailed off for a moment. "That's what will hurt." She said glancing down. "Your control will get better, the whole thing takes time and..." The other werewolf thought for a moment. "If you have to blame someone blame me or the pack for not stopping you. We all know better then to lose a new wolf." She was just unsure of what to say. So she was rambling in a low tone. What was she supposed to say? To help in any way.
((I think I have an idea to how she can say she loves him. He can reply something like 'why do you care' then I'll throw it in there. XD))
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Post by Akkii on Aug 24, 2009 20:12:06 GMT -8
Keiji looked at her, up from the ground. He gave her a bit of a cynical look.
"I'm not gonna blame you," he said a little coldly. He kicked at the concrete, scuffing the shoes he had on in the process.
He sighed heavily and looked up again. "What do you care, anyway?" He demanded, sounding bitter.
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Post by LoneWolf on Aug 26, 2009 6:04:03 GMT -8
Raven looked at the ground scuffing the ground with the bottom of her shoe. "Because I love you." She said it quietly but it was hard to admit that, and she knew he would hear her. Since wolves could hear well. The werewolf just hoped she wouldn't be rejected.
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Post by Akkii on Aug 26, 2009 13:53:22 GMT -8
Keiji's eyes widened a bit, and he stared straight at her.
"You... you... love me?" 'Love' sounded so... so foreign to him, especially coming out of his mouth. She loved him.
"N-no... you can't love me... I don't deserve that. You shouldn't like someone like me, Raven..." he said.
I love you too, he thought, wishing he could say that. For some reason, the words refused to come out, like they were stuck in his throat.
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Post by LoneWolf on Aug 26, 2009 15:49:58 GMT -8
Raven looked back up slightly, looking at him now. "You shouldn't like someone like me, Raven..." What was that supposed to mean? No one was sinless. Neither of them had gone without killing. And they weren't even past twenty!
"Shouldn't? What makes you think I'm any better then you?" She questioned.
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Post by Akkii on Aug 26, 2009 16:02:16 GMT -8
"I've done worse than you have. You're nicer. I gues I just think... that a lot of people are better than me... If I were to say that the person I... l-loved was as bad as me, I'd feel like crap. Plus, I just think you're better than I am," Keiji said.
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Post by LoneWolf on Aug 26, 2009 16:15:26 GMT -8
Raven blinked. He had admitted it. Though she didn't smile or seem relieved just yet. She took a step forward and knelt back down beside him.
"But that doesn't mean I shouldn't love you. And I'm certainly not changing my mind, not that I really could." She said. The other werewolf looked at him for a moment. "Well I think your a good person, despite what you've done, and what you and others think."
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Post by Akkii on Aug 26, 2009 17:10:02 GMT -8
Keiji looked into her eyes. "Thank you," he whispered. He turned slightly, and leaned in, pecking her on the lips. He hadn't been thinking, and when he pulled away he blushed and looked down at the ground again.
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Post by LoneWolf on Aug 26, 2009 17:24:21 GMT -8
Raven was a little surprised when he had kissed her. She looked down blushing as he had. "S'kay..." The girl mumbled. She glanced back up and leaned forward hugging him and setting her forehead on his shoulder. Giving a slight smiled as she though about what she had admitted. What she'd said. She loved him and he loved her. And here she hadn't told him about her past, though she knew most of his. This was odd, but her past was something she had tried to forget...
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Post by Akkii on Aug 26, 2009 19:27:08 GMT -8
Keiji nodded. "I... I love you," he whispered. "Okay? I love you."
And then he smiled.
((BLEH!))
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Post by LoneWolf on Aug 26, 2009 19:40:47 GMT -8
Raven nodded slightly. She pulled back a bit and looked back at him. "And there will be no monster talk, and if you kill yourself... Well, I'll figure out something..." She said, quite serious, though she had a slightly teasing tone. Of course, she still hadn't figured out how she was supposed to give the dead trouble. Because she would want to give her mother, and her sister trouble. The girl almost shuddered at the thought of losing Keiji to suicide as well. She leaned back against the wall crossing her arms just under her chest.
"Besides, it's a selfish thing..." She muttered, speaking of the suicide thing.
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Post by Akkii on Aug 26, 2009 20:05:32 GMT -8
"Guess it is," Keiji mumbled, standing up. "Should we... head back home?" He suggested.
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Post by LoneWolf on Aug 27, 2009 6:18:09 GMT -8
"Sure." Raven said standing up also. Well, now the pack would view them as mates. That was a little odd to think of. She stepped out of the alley; glancing around.
((Hm... Maybe they should run into some of Keiji's gang members. Five or so maybe, a fight... XD))
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